Rae Yang 
Spider Eaters 
A Memoir

Spider Eaters is at once a moving personal story, a fascinating family history, and a unique chronicle of political upheaval told by a Chinese woman who came of age during the turbulent years of the Cultural Revolution. With stunning honesty and a lively, sly humor, Rae Yang records her life from her early years as the daughter of Chinese diplomats in Switzerland, to her girlhood at an elite middle school in Beijing, to her adolescent experience as a Red Guard and later as a laborer on a pig farm in the remote northern wilderness. She tells of her eventual disillusionment with the Maoist revolution, how remorse and despair nearly drove her to suicide, and how she struggled to make sense of conflicting events that often blurred the line between victim and victimizer, aristocrat and peasant, communist and counter-revolutionary. Moving gracefully between past and present, dream and reality, the author artfully conveys the vast complexity of life in China as well as the richness, confusion, and magic of her own inner life and struggle.


Much of the power of the narrative derives from Yang’s multi-generational, cross-class perspective. She invokes the myths, legends, folklore, and local customs that surrounded her and brings to life the many people who were instrumental in her life: her nanny, a poor woman who raised her from a baby and whose character is conveyed through the bedtime tales she spins; her father; and her beloved grandmother, who died as a result of the political persecution she suffered.


Spanning the years from 1950 to 1980, Rae Yang’s story is evocative, complex, and told with striking candor. It is one of the most immediate and engaging narratives of life in post-1949 China.

Inhaltsverzeichnis

Preface to the Fifteenth Anniversary Edition

Author’s Note


1. A Strange Gift from the Pig Farm

2. Old Monkey Monster

3· Nainai’s Story Turned into a Nightmare

4· Nainai Failed Her Ancestors

5· Why Did Father Join the Revolution?

6. Second Uncle Was a Paper Tiger

7. The Chinese CIA

8. When Famine Hit

9· A Vicious Girl

10. Aunty’s Name Was Chastity

11. Beijing 101 Middle School

12. The Hero in My Dreams

13· At the Center of the Storm

14· Red Guards Had No Sex

15· Semi-transparent Nights

16. ‚The Hero, Once Departed, Will Never Come Back‘

17. In a Village, Think, Feel, and Be a Peasant

18. ‚The Tree May Wish to Stand Still, but the Wind Will Not Subside‘

19. Death of a Hero: Nainai’s Last Story

20. Remorse

2!. Friends and Others

22. My First Love, a Big Mistake?

23. What Have I Lost? What Have I Gained?

24. Epilogue

Über den Autor

Rae Yang is Professor of East Asian Studies at Dickinson College.