Pessoa 
Book of Disquiet 

Creators of human civilization can be mainly divided into two categories: some people turn great dreams into real life, while others convert irrealizable life into great dreams. Pessoa »s definitely the latter. He said that  »I »m just the bridge between what I do not have and what I do not want. » Through this bridge, we can see that  »the shining rationality lights up darkness of life » and  »life full of paradoxes just like thorns of roses ». We can see a genuine, big, sensitive, tired and ambivalent heart.